Wednesday, January 24, 2007

a strange sensation.

Last night as I was getting ready for bed my dog came into my room.

She never does that.
It's hard for her to get down the stairs because there is something wrong with her leg and she limps.

She slept there last night, breathing quietly. I left the door open for her all night, but she slept beside me.

Before I lay down she looked at me with her big brown eyes.
They are starting to cloud over because she is aging.

She can't talk but I'm pretty sure she was telling me that she is lonely and that she is dying.

10 Comments:

Blogger Tala Azar said...

that was touching. seriously.

although i DID just spend the whole day reading about people dying, with a few other words squished inbetween.

Wednesday, January 24, 2007 5:31:00 PM  
Blogger Tala Azar said...

(i can't believe i used the word 'touching,' i hate it. sorry.)

Wednesday, January 24, 2007 5:33:00 PM  
Blogger Ben said...

i really like your dog. animals are a lot better at showing what they're feeling than i am. and they actually do something about it. if i'm lonely my first tendency is to wallow in self-pity, but animal just goes and finds some company. chinook is smart.

Thursday, January 25, 2007 3:46:00 PM  
Blogger Tim said...

I recommend reading this. It might express some of what you're feeling. And even if it doesn't, it's worth a read. I'm gonna link to it on my blog. Go to

http://joekearns.blogspot.com/2007/01/elegy-for-buttercup.html

Friday, January 26, 2007 11:34:00 PM  
Blogger Tim said...

Sorry, the one above won't work. It's

http://joekearns.blogspot.com/
2007/01/elegy-for-buttercup.html

Friday, January 26, 2007 11:35:00 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hey Ryan!

Congrats about getting the position at Campfire! You will be one amazing head counsellor!

Monday, January 29, 2007 9:37:00 AM  
Blogger Tala Azar said...

how on earth do you know of joe kearns' blog?! i am so weirded out.... well i guess there are such things as links...

Monday, January 29, 2007 12:35:00 PM  
Blogger Ryan said...

i'm not sure what zac is up to these days. I haven't talked to him in about 2 years. It's to bad, sometimes I miss him.

Monday, January 29, 2007 1:58:00 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

aw man i love chinook. she has the best bark ever.
anyway congratulations ryan, your going to be an awesome head counsellor!

Monday, January 29, 2007 8:24:00 PM  
Blogger Tim said...

Yeah, I get around. The internet, that is.

Tuesday, January 30, 2007 3:17:00 PM  

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